On Things Said in Confidence by catching, literature
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On Things Said in Confidence
Well, there it is: ever since the scabies
your hair has been falling outstress, probably
and now whatever body, so informed,
has you sitting with a shrink on a beanbag
holding your wrist and taking deep breaths.
Oh, its a sad story. Oh, I dont know what youll do.
Heres a guess, though.
Youll scratch at the pits until the pits are raw.
And the hair, the hairll go too,
by tearing, by force, by loneliness,
and, some time from now, there youll be,
all child, tugging my arm
into the hallway, where youll unload
your little stories: scabies and baldness,
loneliness and b
Narcissus, or Please Follow Me by catching, literature
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Narcissus, or Please Follow Me
And this?
This is asking:
. Oh great thought!
Great mirror!
Mine is no more a body than
? I thought, and thought
I was asking between
two unmarked worlds, like roads.
I could take you, too.
I could carry you through two lives:
one which builds, and so bursts
godly open and ruins at last.
One which was ruined (all along),
I suppose.
Mr. Williams,
the earth cannot have us.
Put in the ground,
we diminish, yes,
but we are calloused.
We have bitten our way
out of the sacks, the cruel amnions,
the eggshells.
We are certainly not so hesitant,
so soft
as the thorns you mention:
what we find
we raze
or eat.
We are men, Charlie,
running. Not away. Not from.
We are a race between brothers.
And if a thing so little
as grief
is to catch us,
we will end, yes,
but not just.
Me No Love Good or Think So by catching, literature
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Me No Love Good or Think So
You tell me I am full of stupids.
There I go again,
my I-hope-I-hope-I-hopes retarded
by the small grief-witherings of my babied age,
my goo-goos and gah-gahs
clambering to a downfall at the first sight
of anything. What else must you think?
That I do not move so brashly, or with such courage
as to actually touch the world, that I instead
wait courteously for it to touch me, and then retreat
my boo-hoo body to its bed of silly youth and
leave it there for months, sleeping off the shakes
and the swan songs, the ear-ringing of my little
handful of astounded experience?
I wonder what it is you want when you have me
over for sandwi
Daily, I shove out the old lives, born
still
images, some of them wrapped up like a caul,
these underdeveloped darlings
pressing their fingers to a small glass of the world;
they want to be loved.
I imagine pulling them out of me,
their bodies at the end
of a very long sort of string,
a kind of meat and hook,
or a trick of magic, these thousand bound handkerchiefs
out of my two human sleeves.
Ive found
I have made you out of everything.
I have made you out of Gods throat,
out of Gods toes, Gods sedated little bones.
I have made you out of limestone,
out of whole batholiths and salt of earth.
I h
1.
You are openhanded. Of course you are openhanded.
Yours is a more civilized hand than Gods,
a softer hand, a slower hand.
And your mouth discloses the first great secret of the world.
I cannot hear it. It
is a secret for your mistresses and your four wives,
and for your mistresses and your four wives only.
The child will learn it on his own. You may edify him
this way, you may make a lesson out of it
though I will learn close to nothing.
Perhaps how to make my expressions less vacuous,
my hands softer and more civilized,
my tongue-pallet the purer.
Hand me that Made
What Your Fourth Grader ... by catching, literature
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What Your Fourth Grader ...
And the screen on this window, also, is impotent. The horseflies get through,
or else they bear their larva there, in the space between the screen and the window,
maggots whose lives will be better than their mothers'. So go the Aprils:
I at the window with the annual babies, the babies
swarming and flickering like a wrath of God, panicky,
droning out their vespers.
I have learned that if I press my hand against the window
they gather around it, stingers out, their wings' vasculars going black,
the weakest of them bending, or in some other way
traumatizing themselves down to the sill, twitching their furies to the end.
What Your Fou
1
Lay me, seated, at a table-faction of smiling dead: cadavers raising their forks and scalpels to their chests, gladly dining on themselves. Turn my head to that Roman rot; to the unknowing hairs of their long, unattached noses, strands overtaking the upturns of bottom lips; to the fingernails that question their place in the ranks of graves, and cusp the hollow of wine glasses like they do their own long-dissolved souls; and turn my head away from youespecially you, e sempre.
2
Yesterday I discovered the virility of your hands
(and not my own)
N
On Things Said in Confidence by catching, literature
Literature
On Things Said in Confidence
Well, there it is: ever since the scabies
your hair has been falling outstress, probably
and now whatever body, so informed,
has you sitting with a shrink on a beanbag
holding your wrist and taking deep breaths.
Oh, its a sad story. Oh, I dont know what youll do.
Heres a guess, though.
Youll scratch at the pits until the pits are raw.
And the hair, the hairll go too,
by tearing, by force, by loneliness,
and, some time from now, there youll be,
all child, tugging my arm
into the hallway, where youll unload
your little stories: scabies and baldness,
loneliness and b
Narcissus, or Please Follow Me by catching, literature
Literature
Narcissus, or Please Follow Me
And this?
This is asking:
. Oh great thought!
Great mirror!
Mine is no more a body than
? I thought, and thought
I was asking between
two unmarked worlds, like roads.
I could take you, too.
I could carry you through two lives:
one which builds, and so bursts
godly open and ruins at last.
One which was ruined (all along),
I suppose.
Mr. Williams,
the earth cannot have us.
Put in the ground,
we diminish, yes,
but we are calloused.
We have bitten our way
out of the sacks, the cruel amnions,
the eggshells.
We are certainly not so hesitant,
so soft
as the thorns you mention:
what we find
we raze
or eat.
We are men, Charlie,
running. Not away. Not from.
We are a race between brothers.
And if a thing so little
as grief
is to catch us,
we will end, yes,
but not just.
Me No Love Good or Think So by catching, literature
Literature
Me No Love Good or Think So
You tell me I am full of stupids.
There I go again,
my I-hope-I-hope-I-hopes retarded
by the small grief-witherings of my babied age,
my goo-goos and gah-gahs
clambering to a downfall at the first sight
of anything. What else must you think?
That I do not move so brashly, or with such courage
as to actually touch the world, that I instead
wait courteously for it to touch me, and then retreat
my boo-hoo body to its bed of silly youth and
leave it there for months, sleeping off the shakes
and the swan songs, the ear-ringing of my little
handful of astounded experience?
I wonder what it is you want when you have me
over for sandwi
Daily, I shove out the old lives, born
still
images, some of them wrapped up like a caul,
these underdeveloped darlings
pressing their fingers to a small glass of the world;
they want to be loved.
I imagine pulling them out of me,
their bodies at the end
of a very long sort of string,
a kind of meat and hook,
or a trick of magic, these thousand bound handkerchiefs
out of my two human sleeves.
Ive found
I have made you out of everything.
I have made you out of Gods throat,
out of Gods toes, Gods sedated little bones.
I have made you out of limestone,
out of whole batholiths and salt of earth.
I h
1.
You are openhanded. Of course you are openhanded.
Yours is a more civilized hand than Gods,
a softer hand, a slower hand.
And your mouth discloses the first great secret of the world.
I cannot hear it. It
is a secret for your mistresses and your four wives,
and for your mistresses and your four wives only.
The child will learn it on his own. You may edify him
this way, you may make a lesson out of it
though I will learn close to nothing.
Perhaps how to make my expressions less vacuous,
my hands softer and more civilized,
my tongue-pallet the purer.
Hand me that Made
What Your Fourth Grader ... by catching, literature
Literature
What Your Fourth Grader ...
And the screen on this window, also, is impotent. The horseflies get through,
or else they bear their larva there, in the space between the screen and the window,
maggots whose lives will be better than their mothers'. So go the Aprils:
I at the window with the annual babies, the babies
swarming and flickering like a wrath of God, panicky,
droning out their vespers.
I have learned that if I press my hand against the window
they gather around it, stingers out, their wings' vasculars going black,
the weakest of them bending, or in some other way
traumatizing themselves down to the sill, twitching their furies to the end.
What Your Fou
1
Lay me, seated, at a table-faction of smiling dead: cadavers raising their forks and scalpels to their chests, gladly dining on themselves. Turn my head to that Roman rot; to the unknowing hairs of their long, unattached noses, strands overtaking the upturns of bottom lips; to the fingernails that question their place in the ranks of graves, and cusp the hollow of wine glasses like they do their own long-dissolved souls; and turn my head away from youespecially you, e sempre.
2
Yesterday I discovered the virility of your hands
(and not my own)
N
but we dont need to explain by inmyroom, literature
Literature
but we dont need to explain
1.
I’m not good with bus stops
or their timetables. I want to screw up
the page and throw it
at the next person who says ‘bon soir’
even if they are still looking.
2.
I drink more wine because it helps the trains go faster
and the lessons seem funner and the teacher look happier.
3.
We laugh about sperm and shampoo, they say things so fast.
I don’t understand but laugh anyway, I am too distracted
by private jokes and private parts to care.
4.
I have an itch
and I am embarrassed.
5.
You are embarrassed too.
in Lieu of a Lie by somedrunkblackspoon, literature
Literature
in Lieu of a Lie
______________________________
Our sky squats
hostile and sad;
what a wail of rain
and wind when
a hardwood throws
several hickory nuts
down where
the runt squirrel
will be shoved
from the nest
to plummet
and be reared
by the shaking
hands of man
but
man will soon
plummet himself,
surely as his wife
does scream,
surely as she
loves cold men
but not so much
does she love
the cold.
______________________________
She and I
share just one thing:
this hero-worship,
this lurch and crawl.
I am her, broken down to carbon.
I can feel how she stands back and echoes.
Do I do her justice?
I can't decide if we are exact
or
exactly opposing.
She is my old days,
My tired space echoing,
my last-ditch effort.
She's a spite-fuck,
she's a stack of well-meant books,
and I'm a page-turner,
and you bind us together.
We are this single-syllable echo.
We are an uttered end.
We hang
on your soul,
hooked
through the breaks,
we sputter like a falling quarter—
we are—falling,
disorganized,
to an uneven floor.
How quick can we tumble down?
My edges
I do not wait up the hours, listening;
The neighbors downstairs
have their TV growling all day and night.
Expletives crawl along my floors,
I fear they will dig under my skin.
The windows rattle in the wind. Last night
it was twenty degrees outside, not much warmer inside
either. I check the thermometer:
Thirty-seven.
Bills are due tomorrow,
I think they multiply in secret. I have lost
my pen again; I write my letter out in crayon.
Dear mom, I know I told you the same thing last
week but can you lend me some more money?
I promise I'll pay it back, you know I
always do. Love, Shannon.
Finished, I wad it up and throw it awa
AMPHIPRION
I have been a bloodless fish tossed about
with wild blank eyes -- whiter than the foam that smashed me
into rocks that flaked my scales and sent them scattering
gold vermillion flashing at the knees of stinking fishermen
that bent to taste me,
one hand in the folds of their trousers where they started to stiffen
and the edges of their boots all caked with guts.
With salt crust forming in the corners of their lips they turned
to face each other, to shake hands or
compare rod size -- I made this community!
A limp queen rotting into water where I lay with seagull shit and algae scum
that floated and coated the mouths o
Sated, she said, and bowed to the grave
nodding her lips to the thin of the wind
"Now it is june. She is tired of being brave."
Always there, something of missing and him.
Aubades on morning like nebula sighs
clash with the porn star handshakes and slick lips.
Names of the angels so quick fall to rise.
Nothing to know her but broken fingertips.
She nods to the smile and turns eyes so austere.
But the rhyming part of this poem
ends here.
run run she said to the boy.
run, run, auld songs, old songs.
take your helmet, take y
"Good,"
says the author at our building door,
"that there are no fires in Brooklyn."
But he is blind at 8:00,
and too easily persuaded by the dole of feminists
skinned by gabbling coins,
as good a donation as a hunger artist could hope for.
His only subjects of choice are
dopamine
and the sexual affections of male ballet dancers;
but he has never broached them in the same conversation.
This is why. This is why,
when we hear him talking about fire,
we are all thrown from the memory
of our standard/gather-round/assumed positions,
and why we all
the familiarity of it irked her,
like the smell of old women—
strawberry soaps and acidic perfume.
it drenched her,
eroding her core,
pending supernova.
it was straight out of a noxious scrapbook:
the sting of licking a fresh wound—
body attacking body,
saliva killing blood;
the silent fungus—
creeping, subsurface
and devouring everything
it touches in merciless massacres;
unstable tectonics—
shifting, slow-moving
earthquakes
of the mind and eruptions
of the body.
there was no
delectable ambiguity.
she wanted to sew up her wounds,
lay back in the white bed
from which she was born,
forget the agonies
of her unwanted
Chowder and Guinness
behind storm windows;
He sits and contemplates
How lashing Maine gales
beat in time to the fury
of a Vietnamese afternoon breeze,
Where paper umbrellas
tip a curtsy to the sun
in hidden city courtyards.
Inside the buildings,
shrapnel plaster and bullet casings
celebrate the new year.
And down the street
a Huey landing on the embassy
hangs in his living room.
Chowder and Guinness.
Behind storm windows
he sits and contemplates.
exit wound, point
blank and scar tissue
growing, not to cover the wound
but to wound
someone else, someone
younger.
someone for me to find
timid and intentional.
we embrace, and I
see the ink memorial on his wrist.
metaphorical scar tissue.
I ingest it all,
take it into me, and it becomes
my struggle.
I am dense, but strong enough
to keep us near the surface.
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